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Today i talk to 1 of my LECTURER about the situation i am in, the feeling i am feeling now...for short, i told him about me and the girl... He ask me to put studies as PRIMARY...after i finish my studies i can start chase the girl...i told him i cannot control my emotions, my feeling, he say i can, i just have to try...but to be honest...i can't!!! I am a guy that blindly follows what my heart tells me to do...i am not that kind of people that will think THIS think THAT and then just DO...Today i saw her but she didn't saw me, i saw her like very tired....so i sms her and ask what happen to her...she didn't even reply me...i was sad...i was very very sad...I tried to give myself an explanation,"MAYBE SHE TIRED","MAYBE SHE BUSY","MAYBE SHE SICK" but not 1 explanation can make me feel better...I AM LOST IN THE WIND OF LOVE...